MY TWENTIES HAVE ENTERED THE CHAT! 20-23

MY TWENTIES HAVE ENTERED THE CHAT! 20-23

BEFORE YOU ASK WHAT HAPPENED TO THE DAYS! I’ve been really sick so this is what we are doing now lol

And here we go!

Honestly, going through and finding pictures unlocked Oswego memories in a way that’s very much so bittersweet. One of the roughest and most rewarding periods of my life. I went from jobless and struggling to overworking, studying, partying, getting my first degree, living in a different country, severe mental breakdowns, getting 2 new siblings , making new friends, sleeping on my BFF’s couch and floor for months shout out to Atiah Reign, and getting my first apartment; all in 3years? Dang, I was busy, yet it felt like I was failing the whole time. Little did I know I wasn’t failing; I was falling upwards. Look no one actually knows what they are doing. It’s a scam lmaoo and I let it scam me all the way until next year Looking back on my early twenties, I realized that yes, I was going THROUGH IT!

Trust me, the mental loops of depression and the need to survive really block your vision, but yet I loved every second of my life doing the best that I could with what I had. All in all, my early 20s turned out exceptional. Now my mid-20s is tomorrow, and let me tell you; I don’t think I’ve cried so much in my life as an adult as I did in my mid-20sAlso, I literally had 15 different hairstyles and SSOOOO MANY hair cuts and hair colors throughout my twenties that I didn’t even recognize myself during the first 4years of it because it was too many different looks between 20-23 and if that doesn’t tell you everything you need to know then hey lol